Being gay in a small community like mine was pretty much like living in hell. I was always expected to hide my sexual preference because other people saw it as a deviance. It was extremely hard to find someone like-minded and willing to say it out loud. There were times when I wished I could be straight, just so I couldn’t have to go through the trouble of trying to find a partner. I was just about to accept the fact that I might have to move before I can try pursuing my interests, when I realized there are ways for me to get what I want.
Dating apps were a no go
Although there were plenty of those dating apps to try out, they were ultimately not safe enough. You never knew just what you could expect. I was disappointed after a few dates and decided that they just weren’t worth my time anymore. I didn’t know what else to do and I was getting to a pretty desperate point where I would give anything, and I mean literally anything to feel a guy’s hairy cock lodged deep inside of me.